wat shud i do?

hurmmm.. post kli ni mmg xde kaitn dgn ap2 pon sbnrny... cme ak nk kte yg ak boring melampau arini... da xtau nk wat ap... n ak plik nape ble ak ad mse tuk duduk bertng n mnikmati hidup ak... msti ad je, mnde or lbih precise org yg nk mnyakitkn ati ak... urghhh.... sabo2...

plus, sme org kuar arini... jdik ak xde sape2 kt mah ak.. mah mne2 pon ka rse xde.. sme kwn2 ak mmg hebat sbb dyorg kuar tnpa ajk ak... so, tggl la ak sorg2 kt sini..

then, ak lapo yg sgt2... disebabkn prasaan mlas yg mlmpau2 n ketiadaan org di sekeliling ak mmbuatkan ak xde mood nk wat pape pon..

simpati x ngn ak??? n ak xtau ak juz being overeact or wat, but really, i feel very lonely n vulnerable... i guess its juz me... maybe ak rse cm left out?? i dunno... its nothing i think..

okie, ak rse da puas ak ngarut kt sini n skang ak rse tah pape sgt...




p/s: think more or less im like that now.... HELP ME!!!